Discovering Me

Me on having babies, losing babies, trying to have babies and hoping to bring this one home.

Sunday, November 20, 2005

Mother-Fucking-Hell

I'm spotting.

Shit, shit, shit.

I don't need yin and yang right now. I only want the good stuff.

Crap.

The universe is screwing with me. Why? Why? Why?

11 Comments:

  • At 11:23 AM , Blogger lauralu said...

    oh, michelle, i'm holding my breath for you.

    stick, little eggs, stick!

     
  • At 11:47 AM , Anonymous kati said...

    Michelle, I'm so sorry about the spotting. That's always stressful. I hope though that the spotting is just left over from implanation, something that is so much more likely now that you saw a faint second line (yeah for that one!!!). Keeping my fingers crossed!!!

     
  • At 12:44 PM , Blogger formerteacher said...

    Spotting is very common in IVF pregnancies. Most of my friends who got pg doing IVF had spotting, and two actually had bleeding, and all was fine. I had spotting with my first son, twice during the pregnancy off and on, and let me tell you for all the worry he gave me, he is sure a healthy boy! It could be implantation spotting or a twin; there are valid reasons for spotting and it doesn't always mean something bad. I'm not going to tell you to relax, because you won't anyway, but please know that you are still in the game. I pray that this pg is a keeper!

     
  • At 2:48 PM , Anonymous Meredith C said...

    I hate the universe. I hate spotting. And I hate knowing that it could still be very good news, but we just don't know....argghgh! Sending hugs!

     
  • At 3:26 PM , Anonymous Anissa said...

    I know first hand how awful that damn spotting is. I hate it also and wish you were not spotting. I am keeping my fingers crossed for you. When will they do your HCG levels? I am sending you big hugs!!!!!!!!!!

     
  • At 5:07 PM , Blogger Kathy McC said...

    yuck...that stinks. I hope everything is just fine and those little babes are just burrowing in for the long haul.

     
  • At 6:40 PM , Blogger Lorem ipsum said...

    Scared but still hopeful and praying like mad!

     
  • At 7:12 PM , Blogger R said...

    ok here comes one of those "I know someone who" stories. my friend who had ivf twins had the same spotting at the same time. so there.

    thinking of you!

     
  • At 7:21 PM , Blogger Catherine said...

    Ack! Why can't things just be easy? Thinking good thoughts for you.

     
  • At 7:44 PM , Blogger Amanda said...

    Oh hang in there! I, too, had spotting very early on and it was fine. I'm thinking of you!

     
  • At 11:06 PM , Blogger Anam Cara said...

    I was away for the weekend and am just catching up now with blogs. I hope so badly that the spotting was nothing and that everything will be fine with the little eggs. thinking of you and hoping all will be okay!!!!!!!!

     

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