Discovering Me

Me on having babies, losing babies, trying to have babies and hoping to bring this one home.

Tuesday, January 10, 2006


A lot of you have sent notes asking to make sure you know where I go. For now, I'm here. I don't plan to move. Just trying to insulate myself a little more. Maybe that's not so good. I dunno.

Saw the therapist. Not really an exciting visit. I liked her well enough I guess. She wants me to start a journal. This one's not good enough. She said it should be written by hand. Whatever. I do better here, but I may try it just to see if she's right. Wouldn't that be a bugger...

She asked if I'd ever thought about medication. Duh. I have. The last 3 weeks of the year were awful. I needed it then. I don't feel so bad right now. I'm not really sure why, but I feel a little more even the last week or so. I'm just going to try status quo for now and see how we do. I see my regular OB/Gyn next week. We'll see what she thinks. She knows where I've been better than the other doctors.

So, the RE started me on the BCP yesterday pending a decision Friday on our direction. I'm pretty sure we'll do the FET ASAP. After that, I have no idea...


  • At 9:03 AM , Anonymous Anissa said...

    I am glad that you liked your therapist. That always makes it a bit easier. I am already crossing my fingers for your FET and wishing you the best. I really hope seeing this therapist gives you some peace.

  • At 8:59 AM , Blogger formerteacher said...

    I'm glad you like your therapist; that's good. My therapist also suggested I write a journal. I have always kept a written one, but like you, feel I do better with this one.

    I even feel better now than in the past three weeks, and i believe it's because the holidays are over. It's such a tough time of the year even when you haven't been through the hell you've been through!
    I wish you much peace and luck with your FET. I never did one, but know plenty of people who have. Hang in there, things have to get better. There will be 'better days' soon!


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