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So I saw that on a license plate today and all I could think was...Yeah, I'm waiting...what the fuck am I waiting for?
Now, I may just piss some people off (I'm sorry for that, I really am), but I'm angry again. I want my baby back. I want her back so I don't have to do this anymore. I want to move on with my life, but I can't do it without her. I see her in every blond-haired, cherub-cheeked baby I see and think how bad this sucks. Every. Fucking. Day. It. Sucks.
Baby girl, mommy misses you so very much.
Now, I may just piss some people off (I'm sorry for that, I really am), but I'm angry again. I want my baby back. I want her back so I don't have to do this anymore. I want to move on with my life, but I can't do it without her. I see her in every blond-haired, cherub-cheeked baby I see and think how bad this sucks. Every. Fucking. Day. It. Sucks.
Baby girl, mommy misses you so very much.
7 Comments:
At 1:09 PM , Kathy McC said...
It does suck. I am sorry. ((((hugs))))
At 3:15 PM , formerteacher said...
You SHOULD be holding your daughter right now. I think it's totally normal that you are feeling this way; who wouldn't be?!
Losing your daughter was beyond awful. No one can comprehend it, I'm sure, unless they've been there. I'm so sorry that you lost beautiful Audrey. I really am.
At 4:32 PM , lorem ipsum said...
God has a finite amount of time to spend, but we don't. I don't understand it, either. Seems pretty selfish of God, doesn't it?
At 6:41 PM , Korin said...
Wating for god to what? Ugh. I dont' like bumper stickers like that. I'd like one that says "God owes me a shit load of money for the IVF i had to pay for"
You deserve to have your daughter. ::hug::
At 5:04 AM , kate said...
(((((hugs)))))) I am sorry. It DOES suck and it is just so wrong.
Yeah, those kinds of license plates/bumper stickers irritate me. Sanctimonious, they are.
At 7:24 AM , msfitzita said...
I'm so sorry Michelle. It does suck, in the worst way possible, and I'm so, so sorry.
((((((((HUGS))))))))
At 2:32 PM , Jillian said...
I'm so very sorry (((hugs)))
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