The Odds and the "C" Word
So, based on my MRI results and my doctor's opinion, I have to go see an oncologist before the surgery. The odds are 1 in about 100 that this thing is cancerous. I've lost the odds game before. I mean, I had a 97% chance that my daughter wouldn't die and I lost that one, didn't I?
Fuck. How am I going to feel when I walk into the building with the big sign that says "Women's Cancer Center". It makes me sick right now. Will I puke in the bushes as I walk in?
I may just puke in my own bushes right now.
Fuck. How am I going to feel when I walk into the building with the big sign that says "Women's Cancer Center". It makes me sick right now. Will I puke in the bushes as I walk in?
I may just puke in my own bushes right now.
3 Comments:
At 7:33 PM , Roxanne said...
Oh MB! I hope not. Let's hope that the odds got you once and will not get you again.
At 1:17 AM , Anam Cara said...
Wow, I'm in shock. I am so sorry you are going through this MB!! I'll be hoping and praying that, like Vix said, the odds got you once but won't get you this time. (((Hugs)))
At 6:17 AM , VHMPrincess said...
good grief - i'm sending prayers your way.
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