Discovering Me

Me on having babies, losing babies, trying to have babies and hoping to bring this one home.

Monday, March 07, 2005

I Will Not Cry, I Will Not Cry

AF is coming. No bleeding yet, but all of the other signs are here. I haven't even been to the bathroom yet because I just don't want to face it.

My friend is here watching Gracie so I can work. Ha. Work. I've done the things I needed to do to keep it all together, but I'm done.

Fuck, fuck, fuck.

2 Comments:

  • At 11:20 AM , Anonymous KB said...

    dammit no, it can't.

    Sending you big hugs. I know the feeling, and it sucks. I wish I could change it for you.

     
  • At 3:50 PM , Blogger vixanne wigg said...

    Oh yuck. I'm sorry honey. It's not going to make it any better for me to say that it was the first cycle trying....blah blah blah....right? Yeah. I doubt it.

    You will get through this. Think of what you've already gotten through.

    I try to think that the worst is over...sometimes that's hard but it is the truth.

     

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