Discovering Me

Me on having babies, losing babies, trying to have babies and hoping to bring this one home.

Monday, March 07, 2005

I Will Not Cry, I Will Not Cry

AF is coming. No bleeding yet, but all of the other signs are here. I haven't even been to the bathroom yet because I just don't want to face it.

My friend is here watching Gracie so I can work. Ha. Work. I've done the things I needed to do to keep it all together, but I'm done.

Fuck, fuck, fuck.

posted by MB @ 10:50 AM  

2 Comments:

  • At 11:20 AM , Anonymous Anonymous said...

    dammit no, it can't.

    Sending you big hugs. I know the feeling, and it sucks. I wish I could change it for you.

     

  • At 3:50 PM , Blogger Roxanne said...

    Oh yuck. I'm sorry honey. It's not going to make it any better for me to say that it was the first cycle trying....blah blah blah....right? Yeah. I doubt it.

    You will get through this. Think of what you've already gotten through.

    I try to think that the worst is over...sometimes that's hard but it is the truth.

     

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