Thank you

Thank you for all the nice posts remembering Audrey. I'm very grateful.

I'm feeling more than a little guilty that we didn't really do anything this year. My mom sent the book of quilts (BTW, pics are coming) and one of my friends did call, but no one else really said much.

I can't really be upset with them because other than getting really drunk Friday and going through her memory box, while crying so hard I couldn't breathe, we didn't do anything to commemorate the occasion. Honestly, with everything else that's going on and stressing us out, I don't think either of us could have handled any kind of memorial. I hope Audrey can forgive us for that. We tried to stay out all say (mostly all weekend) and not really have to deal with any of it. I was bummed about that at various times, but just feel like we have enough on our plates.

So, the guilt continues and I have no real defense...